3.8511 was the CGPA I got on trimester 2, i was quite surprise because I don't think that I can score B+ for my Academic English yet, I did it! Well, i didn't score A+ for my FM, it was just an A, quite dissapointed but still okay la, at least I got an A. This is where the problem came in, I used to stand on top of the clouds and I am not able to cope with whatever I am facing right now.
This is third semester in my foundation study, and I am facing a very hard time right now. I was standing too high and always be proud of myself because I am able to score no matter in final or mid term. The problem is, it built my confidence and I always thought that I am best of the best. Suddenly, everything goes wrong, just seem like I am not well prepared yet. I feel so helpless and even feel that I am so useless!
The moment that I felt myself useless, I think of my bros. just few days back, he PM me and asked about all my emo status, he told me to keep myself positively minded, this is what he and dai Lou wanted to let me know. I appreciated that I have bros like them, that's why I told myself to stay positive yet, I still couldn't do it and I have to blog, because I didn't want them to know that I am emo again.
Sigh, perhaps, it's just a dark side in my study, there are still lot of barriers in my future, shouldn't take it as an failure maybe a lesson to learn? I have to stay stronger, I have to fight harder, never give up toward the end! Stay positive :)
